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Hey Fam. Myself and my buddy Phil Brown have done a short film for Ron Howard's and Canon camera's Project Imagination. Please go check it out, login, leave comments and Vote for us to be one of the 20 finalists on August 19th. Go the link below to see the film. 

https://www.longliveimagination.com/gallery/video/596

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Mark Dudley
Imaginos Workshop.

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Hi Everyone

As a newbie, I thought this would be a good place to introduce my story to BSFS.  Here's the prologue from my book "Amachi's Hope".  I'd appreciate hearing your thoughts.  Nervously awaiting your replies... Sharon-

 

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My most vivid childhood memory is also my saddest.  The day I lost my abiyamo[i] will forever be etched into my mind.  Atunwa[ii] and Orun[iii] were nothing but words used to comfort.  Words used to make me believe that reincarnation and heaven were beautiful things. Words designed to give me hope.  However, hope was the very last thing I thought of while I watched my mother struggle mightily to survive.

            When my abiyamo bore me, she had reached an age wherein most women prepared to become grandmothers.  She had prayed for a child for years and had pretty much given up.  My baba[iv] had believed that children were not in his future and instead dedicated his time to being an elder and assisting my tribe with the development and education of our youth. 

            From what I was told, the day that my abiyamo found out that she was with child, she was delirious with joy but frightened of what my baba would say.  She did not think about herself or how this would affect the life she led.  My baba was already seventy-five years of age, ten years older than my abiyamo.

            “Does he still want to be a father?” 

            “Does he still want this responsibility?” she asked herself. 

She need not have worried; when she told him, my baba cried out in joy, “Oh Caimile, you’ve made me such a happy, happy man!” The joy shone in his eyes as he smiled at the mother of his long-awaited child.

            My aunt Zakiya[v] who was my abiyamo’s youngest sister, told me that her pregnancy was not an easy one. “You would not let your abiyamo eat anything!” She said laughingly.  “No matter what she ate you would reject it!  The only nourishment you allowed her was coconut milk and fresh fruit.  Your baba worried that the pregnancy was too much for her.”

             He was right. The closer my abiyamo got to the end of the pregnancy, the weaker she grew. By her ninth month, she was bedridden and exhausted. 

            “It seems like the baby is drawing the very life from her.”  My baba fretted to my aunt one day. “Don’t be foolish, Sadiki[vi]!,” responded my Aunt Zakiya.  “Your wife has started on the path to motherhood late in life. This is rough for any woman but rougher still for a woman of sixty-five!” 

             I believe that it was then that my baba began looking at me differently.  Even though he loved me, he loved my abiyamo more.   When I think back on it now, I understand why he felt protective of my mother. He didn’t want to lose the person he loved most in the world. 

            My parents married very young.  They were chosen for one another by their tribes.  The arrangement was meant to unite their people, and make them stronger and more capable of defending the tribes from enemies.  Her people were the Olorun[vii] and my father’s, the Shango[viii].  There was much tension as each tribe felt that they were superior to the other, in strength and in honor.  After a fierce battle between each of the tribe’s strongest warriors, it was decided that the name Olorun would represent both groups. The Shango people and their culture were engulfed by my abiyamo’s native tribe.   

            Things were not easy for my parents after that.  Though the agreement was approved by both parties, many people felt that my baba should have spoken up on behalf of his own people. They felt that he didn’t fight for the Shango, and that he was abandoning his tribe.

             “Ah, how quickly you forget your people, now that you have a new home and a new life!” a tribesman bitterly said to him one day. 

             He began receiving ugly glances from individuals and little or no respect from the young.  The parents of these youth made it clear to them that he no longer deserved it.  In short, he became an outcast and my abiyamo became his lifeline.

             Constantly together, they grew to love one another and were never apart.  My baba depended on my abiyamo heavily and could not function without her.  They were like two halves of the same fruit. He had been alone with her for so many years, that when she conceived me, the loss of their singular bond weighed heavily in his mind. But, he came to understand that this child would only add to their joy, and that it was unwise to rebuke a gift from the gods. They both anticipated my arrival, and baba thanked Yemoja the Mother[ix] for the gift of his soon-coming child.

            Not only would my ojo ikunle[x] change my family but it would change the tribe as well.  

***

Four hours before sunrise on the night of the Harvest Moon, my mother’s womb began its quickening, and our midwife was called. 

            “Bayo!,[xi] hurry the baby is coming!” yelled my Aunt Zakiya, as she banged on the midwife’s door. 

Scrambling to pull on her sheath she ran out ahead of Zakiya toward my home.  In my mind’s eye I can still visualize the tale as my aunt told it.

            “There was much movement in your abiyamo’s home as everyone prepared for your arrival,” she told me one day as we were pounding yams for spicy amala, my favorite soup when I was a child.

She wiped the sweat from her brow as she continued, “Your baba wasn’t allowed inside, of course, so he stayed away and awaited the news. We prayed fervently to the Mother Goddess, Yemoja, asking for a safe delivery for both you and your mother.”

             Her eyes closed as if she was reliving the day of my birth, and she murmured, “I was busy fetching hot water, and in all of the excitement, I heard only part of the prayer one of your cousins chanted:

‘May Yemoja protect and heal you with

the waters of life.’

 

‘May the waves of the Ogun River[xii] wash

Yemoja’s healing energy over you.’

 

To invoke the essence of the goddess, the birthing room was draped in blue and white linens, and egusi melons, grapes and fragrant flowers were arranged carefully around your abiyamo’s bed. These delicacies were considered to be some of the goddess’ favorite earthly things.” 

            “Weakness from the hot pains that consumed her body and advanced age made it impossible for your abiyamo to kneel on a mat during labor.  Instead she found more comfort in lying down on a cot. I rolled up a few cloth blankets and tucked them behind her lower back.”

            “Your yaya paced the outer room as she appealed to ori[xiii].  Rubbing her arms with her hands, she caught a chill every time your abiyamo yelled out.”  chuckled Aunt Zakiya.

            “She was worried that her daughter would be too weak to bring you into the world.  Bayo sat next to your abiyamo and bathed her from head to toe with cool water.  She rubbed her belly to help relieve some of the tension.  After checking on my progress, she told your abiyamo, ‘The baby is almost here.’”

With tears gleaming in her eyes, my abiyamo glanced at Bayo’s face and saw the deep concern there.

‘I’ve been too much of a burden on everyone,’ she said as another pain ripped through her belly. ‘I did not want to call you until I was sure.’  Within that same breath she experienced another powerful contraction.  Zakiya grimaced as she continued to reminisce about that day.

            “Her arms shook as she grabbed hold of mine and Bayo’s hands and let out an enormous scream.  Suddenly I felt as if I too were experiencing her pain.  It raced up my arm and across my chest.  I could not stand it and I did not understand how she was able to.  I struggled to release my hand from hers but her grip was as strong as a rock.  I literally felt like the bones in my hands were being crushed.  If I did not know better, I would have sworn that our spirits were temporarily bound. That’s the only way that I could understand our connection. It was good that your baba was not near for he would not have been able to handle the stress of it.”

            “Then suddenly the air in the room thickened.  Everything took on a slower motion.  A golden hue spread out from your abiyamo’s body.” 

            “I heard Bayo call out to her saying, ‘One more push!’” 

            “The light from my sister’s frame had become so bright that it completely distracted me from the pain I was feeling. My head was spinning and when I shook it to clear my vision, there was something or someone else in the room.”

            “Yemoja the Mother had honored us with her arrival,” my aunt said, a trace of wonder in her voice and a far-away look in her eyes.  “She graced us with her very presence that day, and I have never seen anything like it since then.”

             I had slowed my grinding of the yams while she talked, and when she mentioned the Goddess, I stilled my small hands completely. 

            “My mind was not quite ready to accept what my eyes could see,” Aunt Zakiya said, her eyes locked into mine, her voice breathless with excitement.   

            “The cloth that adorned the Goddess’ body shifted colors many times, from a dazzling white to a deep sea blue, back and forth, back and forth. Her covering moved fluidly, as if it had a life of its own.” She paused, and squinted her eyes, as if trying to remember something.

             “It reminded me of how the ocean looks after a storm—vast and sparkling, and all at once both calm and restless.” she smiled.  “When I witnessed the beautiful goddess wearing the sea for clothes, and saw how her skin glowed like polished ebony, I knew everything would be alright.”  Aunt Zakiya left her yams on the table, and stepped in front of me.

             “The Goddess circled us with outstretched arms, as if she were cradling the whole group, and when she spoke, her voice washed over us like a mighty, rumbling tide.”

             ‘Amachi[xiv], come now, for your family awaits you.’

             “At that very moment,” Aunt Zakiya said, “your abiyamo took a very deep breath, and you slid right into my hands, as slippery and naked as a new-born calf!”  We giggled together, and she continued, “Mother Yemoja waved her left hand, and you were washed clean; your little body pulsed with the same light as the Goddess herself emanated.”

            “Amachi…” My aunt said with a sigh. 

            “That was the first time I heard your name said out loud.  No one knew what your mother would name you except her.  At least, I thought no one knew.” She chuckled.

            ‘And then what, Aunt?’ I had asked…I was a curious child, and wanted to hear the end of the tale.

“And then,” Aunt Zakiya said, “you cried, as all babies do when they are pushed from their warm beds in wombs and into the cold, noisy world.  Mother Yemoja smiled at you kindly.”

            ‘Abiyamo’ she said to your mother, ‘all the pain you suffered was not without reason.  Though it may not seem that way now, you have given yourself and your people a great gift.  Amachi’s birth is sacrosanct. She will live long after your ancestors have moved on from this world.  She will grow to become the Oloruns greatest guardian and eventually lead others to follow the same path.  The Oloruns legacy will persevere through her guidance and determination. She will be known as the “Goddess of Light”’!’ Aunt Zakiya exclaimed.

             “She gently placed her hand upon your abiyamo’s forehead and I watched as the pain left her features and her breathing steadied.  I too felt an ease within my body as well. When I looked up again, she had winked out of sight just as the sun peeked over the horizon.” Aunt Zakiya looked at me then, and smiled broadly.

            “Seven days after your birth your naming ceremony took place.” Aunt Zakiya said as she returned to the table and picked up the grinding stone to finish pounding the yams into powder. 

            “Your abiyamo was still too weak so the event took place indoors.  Even though your name was chosen by Yemoja the Mother, we waited until the ikomojade to say your name out loud and introduce you to the tribe.  Everyone was excited to see you, as rumors had already spread about how you came into the world. Tribe members and relatives left their gifts for your family outside the entryway of your home.”

            “Elder Madu[xv], your parents’ most respected advisor, took you from your abiyamo in preparation for your ceremony. He wore a traditional buba, pants and agbada that draped over his clothing.  The customary garments were made from a material that had been first tied, and then dyed; watery white rings marked where the cloth had been bound during the dyeing, and he looked distinguished amongst his tribesmen.  He had wise eyes and a gentle smile.”

           “The elder threw a little water towards the ceiling and when the drops landed on your face you cried out.  Everyone applauded happily, and your parents were grinning with joy.  Your strong voice indicated that you would have a long life.” She laughed. 

           “After whispering your name in your ear, he then marked your forehead with blessed water and spoke out loud the name that would guide you through your life.  Raising you in the air he bellowed,

‘Meet Amachi Yenyo[xvi] Inotu’[xvii]!’

            “We cheered and clapped once more. After the ceremony concluded, the celebration began.  Your baba helped your abiyamo to a seat in front of the door so she could draw from the positive energy flowing all around her.  I placed you in a heavily lined straw basket that I made just for you and watched your parents as they enjoyed the love and camaraderie that occurred between tribe members.  Already your presence had brought a sense of peace and calm that had not existed in many years.”

            We continued to laugh and talk while we prepared the soup that afternoon, and I have treasured the story of my birth since then.

           For the next six years, after my birth, things continued to get better.  There was more communication between tribe members.  People took more time to discuss conflicts instead of fighting.  And there was no more blatant separation between the Olorun and former Shango members. 

           My abiyamo’s health on the other hand gradually became worse.  She would tire easily and caring for me was a real task. My aunt would come by frequently to help out. I was busy and full of energy and questions.  

           ‘How does the moon come up, abiyamo?’

           ‘Aunt Zakiya, why are there fish in the lake?’

           ‘Why do men get to be warriors, while women have to stay at home?’

           I asked so many questions, my parents and family joked that I tested each one of their patience mightily, but they loved my inquisitive, rambunctious spirit.  They usually answered me as best they could; that is, they answered all but one of my questions:

           ‘Why doesn’t baba pay attention to me?’

           My baba was getting more depressed each day but tried not to let my abiyamo see it.  He fretted that he would wake up one day and she would no longer be there.  He spent very little time with me even when my abiyamo got angry with him. 

          “You cannot blame Amachi for what has happened to me! If it is meant that I move on from this life, so be it! Stop denying her the right to know her baba!”

          My abiyamo tried to make up for it but she was just too weary to do the things I wanted her to do. My baba never really made an effort and my aunt ended up doing all the things that he should have done.

          Aunt Zakiya would take me fishing or teach me how to weave a basket.  She would take me into the brush and we would crawl on our bellies and quietly watch as the lionesses played with their cubs.  They knew our scent so we were never in any real danger, but my aunt still wanted to respect their space.  She taught me about our culture, about the orisas[xviii]: Olorun, Yemoja, Eshu[xix], Obatala[xx] and many others.  Why it was important to respect them and acknowledge what they did for us as a people. As I got older I began to realize that my aunt was trying to make up for what I lacked;  My mother’s time and my father’s interest. 

           Even now I still wonder… ‘Was my baba just unable or unwilling to fix what ailed me?  Would he have let my heart stay broken forever?’

***

Very shortly after my sixth birthday, my world changed forever.

          When my baba woke up he noticed that my abiyamo was barely breathing. He tried to revive her with no success. “Caimile! Caimile! Please wake up!” he cried while shaking her body. 

          He was frightened by the extreme heat that was radiating from her form.  Her skin looked flushed, she was running a fever and her eyes were barely open. Scared and frustrated, he ran out of the house to retrieve our spiritual advisor and my aunt.

          I can still hear myself, and feel my terrified screams erupting from my tiny throat.  I was six years old and even though I was surrounded by friends and family, I felt absolutely alone.

          ‘Save her!’ I yelled. 

          ‘You must save her…if she dies, who will take care of me?’ I wailed.

           My aunt wrapped her arms around me and rocked back and forth as our tribe’s elders worked feverishly to bring my abiyamo back from death’s door.  It was not her time; she had not been in the world long enough to discover her destiny.  According to our beliefs, should a person die before their appointed time, they will not discover what Olodumare[xxi] the High’s plan was for them.  Had my abiyamo lived long enough?

           Fear gripped my heart as the elders chanted.  They asked Olodumare to spare her.  “Bless her with the breath of life once more!” exclaimed one elder.

           Squeezing cool water across my abiyamo’s brow, they also called upon Yemoja the Mother and Erinle the Healer[xxii] for their protective energy and healing but it was of no use.  Even Babalawo our most powerful spiritual advisor could not stop what was meant.  Stopping Àyànmô[xxiii] was an ability he did not possess. Our djotò[xxiv], our ancestor, had come to lead her home.  As he stepped away from her pulsing body, he would not—perhaps, could not—look me in the eyes. He squeezed my shoulder as he left my home. The sadness within me leaked from my eyes and seemed to pollute the air surrounding me.  I felt my chest tighten.  I felt my inner light dimming, as some of my essence drained away. I knew that part of my soul would die if she did.

            A sudden chill crept up my back as I watched my great-grandmother’s spirit materialize by the front door. ‘Go away! You cannot have her!’ I wailed once again.

           Holding me closer, my aunt murmured words of comfort that I was too upset to hear.  ‘Who will take care of me?’ I whispered to myself in anguish.

           My great-grandmother had been gone from this realm for many years and it terrified me to know that I seemed to be the only person capable of seeing her.  Although I never met her, my spirit recognized her. A single tear trickled from her brown eye and down her wrinkled cheek. She wore a majestic embroidered gown whose colors were warm and inviting. Her feet were bare and her hair was a mossy silvery-grey that was even more beautiful against her dark complexion.

           Passing through the wall of the hut, she re-appeared in front of my abiyamo’s body. Looking down at me she said, “Fear not my child, where your abiyamo goes is a happy place. She will not suffer and neither will you. She will always be there for you.  You are not alone.”

           As the other elders continued to chant, my great-grandmother placed her hand on my abiyamo’s chest.  I listened as her heart slowly stopped beating and I held my breath as she inhaled her last.  All around me, my family cried out in despair, but my baba sat silently. His natural energy and vibrancy slipped away from him like a mist. Sitting next to my abiyamo’s body, my baba stubbornly held on to her hands.  If it were possible, I believe that he would have followed her to Orun. She was his life as she was mine. He glanced at me, his eyes hollow and dull—he had no comfort to give me.

           Blooming from my abiyamo’s chest was a white light that hovered over her body.  The light moved towards me and stopped.  It seemed to be waiting for something but I was too distraught to realize it. My great-grandmother then said, “Hold out your hand little one.”  In awe I watched the light travel up my arm and straight into my chest.

            As I felt my mind and heart open, I knew that my abiyamo bestowed upon me something special. I was flooded with all her memories, all her insight and all the love she had for me.  I could feel my inner light spark with renewal and my soul knit itself back together.  Suddenly, I heard her voice, as clear as a birdcall in the treetops.

          “My daughter, my heart:  You and I are one.  I give you all my strength, courage, wisdom and hope.  Use them to lead you to your destiny. My destiny was to bring you into this world.  I know that my purpose has been fulfilled. Mo feran re, my daughter, I love you!”

           As I watched the spirit of my great-grandmother fade into hazy shadow, the heavy feeling of my abiyamo’s absence evaporated from my heart.  I needed to only close my eyes to see and feel her presence within me. I knew that I would be able to face anything that the future hurled at me, because my mother’s spirit would guide me. Although I had no idea what awaited me in the years to come, I felt ready.

***

That same year, my talents became evident.  The most important ones were communication with the dead and foresight into the future.  My aunt had told me the story of my birth, but it wasn’t until that year that we discovered my unique abilities. 

           One night, my abiyamo came to me again but this time it was in a dream.  Sitting under an Iroko[xxv] tree she motioned for me to sit with her.  I was moved by her beauty and I was sure this was how she looked when my father met her:  Flawless mahogany skin, gentle eyes, and a joyful laugh that always made you feel good inside. 

           She said to me, “Please tell you baba not to fret.  Tell him I said, ‘do not give up on life.’  He still has a long future ahead.  Tell him that I love him and I will be waiting for him when he is ready.” 

           He wept when I gave him her message and told me he was grateful for her love and forgiveness.  The last time they spoke, they argued about me and the guilt was heavy on his heart.  He finally apologized to me. “It was hard for me; hard for me to find the courage to face you. I believed that I was a disappointment to you and your abiyamo.” 

           After the message in the dream it became clear how I would most benefit my people.  I would be a seer. 



[i] Abiyamo - in Yoruba language, term for mother.

   http://www.jendajournal.com/jenda/issue4/oyewumi.html

 

[ii] Atunwa – Yoruba for reincarnation

 

[iii] Orun – upper Outerworld, the heavenly plane; earthly deeds and character decide which heaven one travels.    (Yoruba)    http://www.geocities.com/CollegePark/Classroom/9912/yorubaspirit.html

 

[iv] Baba – Yoruba for father

 

[v] Zakiya – pure (African)

 

[vi] Sadiki – faithful (African)

 

[vii] Olorun - Yoruba deity, high god, bestows blessings and confers thanks when invoked (also known as Olodumare)   http://www.uiowa.edu/~africart/toc/people/Yoruba.html

 

[viii] Shango – divinity or orisa of thunder and lightning in the Yoruba culture.     http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Shango

 

[ix]  Yemoja - In Yorùbá mythology, Yemoja is a abiyamo goddess; patron deity of women, especially pregnant women; and the Ogun river; http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Yemaja  (Yemoja the Mother)

 

[x] ojo ikunle – day of birth (Yoruba)

 

[xi] Bayo – happiness (Yoruba)

 

[xii]  Ogun River – In Africa, Yemoja is represented by the Ogun River rather than by the ocean in the New World. She is the goddess/orisa of this river.

[xiii] Ori - appeal to ori is regarded as the key prayer in time of crisis superceding entreaties to the deities. Indeed ori – a person’s    inner spiritual head – is itself a deity in Orisa (Yoruba religion). http://www.answers.com/topic/ori-Yoruba

[xiv] Amachi -  (Ah-mah-chi) –Who knows what God has brought us through this child (Ibo of Nigeria)

    www.swagga.com

 

[xv] Madu – (MAH-doo) – of the people (Nigeria, Igbo)

 

[xvi] Yenyo – (Yehn-yoh) – mother is rejoicing (Nigerian, Yoruba)

 

[xvii] Inotu – (ee-NOH-too) – may I not offend the combined strength of the community. (Nigerian)

 

[xviii] Orisas – also known as orishas – gods

 

[xix] Eshu - Yoruba trickster-god, causes one to mature; god of beginnings, doorways and crossroads. He rules the opportunity and potentiality of a situation, and the risks and rewards inherent in it. - played frequently by leading mortals to temptation and possible tribulation in the hopes that the experience will lead ultimately to their maturation. In this way he is certainly a difficult teacher, but in the end is usually found to be a good one.  http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/E-shu (Eshu the Trickster)

 

[xx] Obatala – orisa of peace, harmony and purity; father of most orisas and creator of humankind; represents clarity, justice and wisdom.  “King of the orisa, Obatala is the essence of purity, justice and free  thinking.  He represents the pure and calm way to transcendence” – Description from “The Way of the Orisa; Empowering Your Life Through the Ancient African religion of Ifa” by Philip John Neimark. Page 95

    www.afrikaworld.net/afrel/sevenorishas.htm (Obatala the Pure)

 

[xxi] Olodumare - Yoruba deity represents the creator of all

    http://www.fa.indiana.edu/~conner/yoruba/cut.html (Olodumare the High)

[xxii] Erinle - orisa of medicine, healing, and comfort, physician to the gods (Erinle the Healer)

[xxv] Iroko - a hardwood tree of tropical Africa (Late 19th  century, from Yoruba)

    http://www.britannica.com/eb/article?tocId=9042793

 

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happy chemtrails to you

I was standing in my yard, marveling at how blue and cloudless the sky was. We had a bout of stormy weather and the sunshine was welcome.. It was too hot to work outside so I spent many hours on the web, checking out metaphysics and melanin and pyramid power. The next day the sky was still blue but criss-crossed with jet trails. No, I mean like crop dusting at high altitude, they call them chemtrails.

I watched a couple vids on background and outcomes. I had flashes of that sci-fi movie “Punzi” and the original “Total Recall”. In my heart I felt we just been awaken to a new reality the powers that be slipped into being. I remember the dooms-day virus flicks. We all are effected and inflected and every announced antedote either kills us faster or singles us out as a target for the end game.

All these years I've been collecting data, stories, articles. I thought they were for a bright future, not for survival. I'm thinking about an RV type mobile home, compact and movable if I have to. Also a Quonset hut for open space shelter. I wonder if I could design a re-breather to filter water and air in the home and a personal unit for travel. I thought about hydroponics and greenhouse garden/fisheries and homes connected by tunnels. I thought about minimum electronics, low power lights and food storage. The primitive peoples suddenly became very wise in my eyes.

I raced out the driveway to buy some stuff and saw people walking by clueless. We wait for crime or a terrorist without and devils within. We live in the soup of created chaos and destruction killing us softly. Yeah but I am the only one awake to this? Truth stranger than fiction.

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    Blind Corners is the fevered product of Author Jemir Robert Johnson.  It features a collection of hard

    boiled detective stories showcasing Jocasta Navarro, a black female private investigator.

     I have the pleasure of being a guest artist in this anthology book of crime tales.

     You will not be disappointed... my  Blakelyworks Studio member,  Luis Sierra is the main artist and

     he does a classic job of storytelling. Just consider this your first venture in the urban

       pulp world of Blind Corners. And remember, She will change the way you look at crime.

        Hot off the presses coming this October.

     

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New here

Hello Everyone:

My name's Sharon and I'm the author of "Amachi's Hope" a YA fantasy that's influenced by West African culture. I came across your website while researching blogs that reflect the genre that I'm currently involved in.  Not to mention, an acquaintance mentioned that I should check you out.  I'm looking forward to seeing all the talent on this website.

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Collective Efficacy...



I've often referred to my neighborhood and some of the things I encountered as I grew up. There are still good people there despite the socio-economic challenges. I recall however, that the changes were gradual; a slow descent over time, the ubiquitous deletion of "neighbor" making all the difference.

I was looking at the AAAS site and happened upon this story. Trayvon came to mind, living in what should have been a safe, non-violent neighborhood. The term "collective efficacy" stood out:

 

Childhood experiences, both good and bad, can affect the developing architecture of the brain. When parents and other caregivers read frequently to a child, it reinforces the brain connections that will help the child develop reading and thinking skills. Experiences and environment also determine whether neural circuits involved with motor skills, behavior control, memory and other functions form robustly. Experiences also can influence gene expression in the developing brain by affecting the production of proteins that bind to DNA in the neurons, Cameron said. Scientists are just starting to understand such "epigenetic" factors in brain development.

 

When the body's response to stress — the rush of adrenaline, the increase in heart rate, the elevation of certain hormone levels — is constantly active, Cameron said, the result is "toxic stress" that can reduce the number of neural connections in the cognitive areas of the brain at a time when they should be proliferating.

 

A Kaiser Permanente study on adverse childhood experiences with 17,000 participants found that childhood exposure to violence, domestic abuse, family neglect or other stresses can have life-long consequences, including a higher probability of alcoholism, illicit drug use and depression. Cameron said the research suggests that children exposed to many adverse events early in life even have an elevated risk of heart disease in their 50s.

 

There are ways to prevent such outcomes. Good parenting, better nutrition and more cognitively stimulating experiences can "contribute very positively to a healthy trajectory" in life, Cameron said.

 

The most important influence on a neighborhood's crime rate, the researchers found, was the neighbors' sense of "agency" or willingness to intervene on behalf of the common good.

 

Earls and his colleagues found that some neighborhoods were functioning well and that the entire city was not under siege as some news reports might suggest. "We found that collective efficacy was, indeed, operating as a protective factor," he said.

 

The researchers also found that the benefits of collective efficacy go beyond easing violence. It also seems to be associated with more use of parks and recreational spaces in neighborhoods, initiation of sexual activity at later ages among youths, and even less obesity and fewer admissions to hospitals for asthma attacks.

 

I experienced my own personal collective efficacy from parents, a sister, a faith community that cared about me despite my circumstances. That charity was also extended to my closest friends.

 

"United States" seems idealistic to the point of oxymoron. We are divided: between sound science and utter fantasy; facts and ideology. I've read the most inspiring as well as inflammatory postings since the Zimmerman verdict (some calling him a "patriot"; Coulter tweeted "hallelujah"). It is more than just a tragic event centered on iced, tea, skittles and profiled suspicion. It is our addiction to talking points; our predilection to making sensation provocateurs equivalent to journalists; our treatment of Americans as aliens on their own soil: never mind immigration reform.

 

New York has just experienced one of the warmest days on record, but the doubt of climate research has been planted by forces that want to confuse the issue to maximize energy industry profits. Fracking used to be a curse on Battlestar Galactica, and has been studied with as much resolve. We're falling behind in science, technology, engineering and mathematics largely, unlike other countries we completely lack a "collective efficacy": we don't encourage women and minorities into the sciences; we fight political chimeras and windmills with the resolve  of quixotic dragon slayers; we want the usual suspects and magical thinking to keep us on top as whole industries are shipped overseas; we have an "us-versus-them" mentality so that we don't see the value in our fellow countrymen and women to pursue liberty, happiness...and life (reorder intentional).

 

And, our fast-approaching last place has never been a good place to start a sprint.

 

AAAS: Experts Describe Long-Term Impacts of Stress on the Young Brain
Chicage Tribune: CPS lays off more than 2000, including 1000 teachers

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Project - ABR Test readers

 

We are currently preparing to launch our next (and really first) project. The name is still encrypted, but if you are interested in being a test reader / test user then drop us a line, here, or at www.moorsgatemedia.blogspot.com. let us know an electronic address that we and contact you at. For a taste of the project: see below.

 

The door shrieked in protest. Rust flecked hinges popped and rang as they separated from the wood beneath. The sound reverberated around the room and dove into Maura’s ears.

 

“The widow!” Paul jabbed his finger to point across the gulf between them.

 

She turned and looked out the casement window. The checkerboard of glass framed the harvest moon with a jeweler's skill.

 

Paul grabbed the faded dresser and began wrestling it away from the wall. The whitewashed mass refused to budge until he wedged his knees behind it and strained.

 

A piercing crack from the door drove electric convulsions down Maura's spine. The wood frame splintered, slivers of carved driftwood coughed onto the floor boards.

 

Paul leaned into the dresser and pushed; his bare feet slipped, scraped and grasped for traction. Slowly, too slowly, the antique began to move. Progress was marked in thin trails of blood upon the wide-plank floor.

 

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“Kgosi's plan of attack is foolish,”

“What do you mean? The Lungi prophesy says that the Kishnu will begin to follow the Lungi way. My uncle is only fulfilling this to take back our lands. He says their land belongs to our people and they drove us into the caves long ago – Ajuoga you have taught this yourself. It is a good plan,”

“Is it a good plan or is it foolish? There are gods – there are those before us. The Lungi believe this too. They say that their god gave a word that our people would come to him, after a war which they will win. Is this not the very thing Kgosi is doing? Does it matter that he does this with intent? He still does it Phenyo. There are better ways to have war than mocking a man's god. We should let the Lungi be. Everything that we need is plentiful here, the land is good to us. We want for nothing. Kgosi is a fool of the worst kind – he spills the blood of our sons to show his power. His war is not with Nkosana, it is with the god of Nkosana. It would be better if he aimed his spear at the one whom he can see. Men are not suited for wars with the unseen,”

“That is why I want to lead a group of women there instead Ajuoga. I would like your blessing and a muthi for this journey,”

“You ask for my blessing and I will ask those before us for this, for you. You ask for my muthi and I will make a special one for you to drink. You will ask Kgosi to give this duty to you, and he will fill your ears with laughter,”

“I will show him that mine is a better way,”

“The women in Kishnuizwe have always been warriors in some form or another and you are the best – as good as most men and better than some, but Kgosi thinks too much of men Phenyo. Victory in war he preserves for men,”

“I want to ask the she-god myself. I believe she will give me the power to bend my uncle's will to mine on this matter Ajuoga,”

“I have been waiting for you to ask for proof of the she-god Phenyo...so long have I waited for you to believe. Now you have at last asked to see her, though your asking comes wearing the cloak of disbelief,”

”If I did not believe there was a she-god -” Ajuoga stood and leaned over to touch Phenyo's face and her hand felt for her nose then moved down to her lips. Using the tip of her thumb and the finger next to it she pulled a little at Phenyo's lips and held them tightly, as if one more utterance would summon a known terror. Her next words were frightened, whispered caveats and she let go of Phenyo's lips before she spoke them.

“No, No....No Phenyo! She gives us words only for truth. She does not protect those who use them for lies. You know this daughter. We speak only of what we do or will do or what is – never if I did or did not. There is a she-god or there is not!

“There is,” said Phenyo, visibly startled.

“I believe. I want to see her,” she continued. She may as well go along with it. Although Ajuoga seemed willing to show her the she-god, she had decided no matter how obviously a figment of Ajuoga's mind, she would behave as though she were real. It was the respectful thing to do.

“Good! Now that you have asked you shall see daughter of mine. Will you lend me your eyes?...will you tell me what you see? I want to know of her face – again...the she-god. I want to know of her beauty! My eyes....my eyes....I only have eyes in my sleep! There was a time when my eyes could see...long ago...I was still a girl. The she-god came to me then but I did not believe! I saw her with my eyes and she took them with her when she left me Phenyo – she took my eyes! I refused to believe but I was only a girl. Will you be my eyes Phenyo? I want to see her face again!”

Ajuoga trembled as she rubbed her hands together. Her words rushed into one another in desperation then were slow, like a procession of beasts running with all their might slowing down for a cliff ahead and slamming into one another's flesh. For the first time Phenyo felt afraid in her company but reached for Ajuoga's leathery face with courage and wiped away the tears with her fingers. Ajuoga seemed more like a stranger with remnants of familiarity to her now.

“Yes mother...from where will she come?”

Shhh...only believe what you can see...daughter. Believe what you see,” Ajuoga stood slowly and spread her arms – the left one towards the ceiling and the other perpendicular to it. Though closed, her eyes shone a dull white through the lids and escaped between her lashes at the bottom like rays of a partially eclipsed sun. The arch in her back straightened itself triumphantly against the rush of wind that flew into the dwelling, past Phenyo, then orbited both women. Ajuoga's hair rose and fell while Phenyo's neatly woven hair withstood the wind. Dust and small pieces of debris danced. Phenyo stood but wanted badly to abandon her flesh standing there, allowing her self-awareness to escape invisibly, unable to be followed or seen. Shiluba could be heard outside scurrying about and making high-pitched pleas. If the winds didn't calm soon, the chimpanzee would seek comfort in the heights of the trees away from the izindlu.

“Ajuoga?”

“You are Phen-yo,”

“Yes...are you from those before us?”

“Phenyo...you are a fine woman indeed. I see why she loves you so,”

“You are the she-god?”

“Yes,”

“What have you done with mother's tongue?”

“She is here still – and has not been harmed,”

“What do you want of me?”

“I did not summon you Phenyo. What do you desire of me?”

“What is your name?”

“You wanted to know my name? How can a she-god help you?”

“I didn't believe,”

“I know – she knows. I told her you would not believe until you could see,”

“Whose blood belongs to you?”

“No Phenyo, I am not an ancestor of the Kishnu, the Kishnu are of me,”

“Then you are -”

“Phenyo, do you believe?”

“No,”

“Will you believe?”

“Yes,”

Copyright 2012 All Rights Reserved. TK McEachin
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Grossly Warped Nanographene...



...no, I did not make that up!

Chemists at Boston College and Nagoya University have together synthesized the first example of a new form of carbon, the team reports in the most recent edition of the journal Nature Chemistry. This new material consists of many identical piece of grossly warped graphene, each containing exactly 80 carbon atoms joined together in a network of 26 rings, with 30 hydrogen atoms decorating the rim. These individual molecules, because they measure somewhat more than a nanometer across, are referred to generically as “nanocarbons,” or more specifically in this case as “grossly warped nanographenes.”

In a nutshell:

  1. 1985: discovery carbon atoms could join together to form hollow balls - fullerenes, or "buckyballs" (sounds kind of nasty). A plethora of images here. Nobel in 1996.

  2. Ultra thin hollow Carbon Nanotubes followed.

  3. Large, 2D single flat sheet of graphene atoms followed: Nobel in 2010.

Now:

Graphene sheets prefer planar, 2-dimensional geometries as a consequence of the hexagonal, chicken wire-like, arrangements of trigonal carbon atoms comprising their two-dimensional networks. The new form of carbon just reported in Nature Chemistry, however, is wildly distorted from planarity as a conse­quence of the presence of five 7-membered rings and one 5-membered ring embedded in the hexagonal lattice of carbon atoms.






Odd-membered-ring defects such as these not only distort the sheets of atoms away from planarity, they also alter the physical, optical, and electronic properties of the material, according to one of the principal authors, Lawrence T. Scott, the Jim and Louise Vanderslice and Family Professor of Chemistry at Boston College.






“Our new grossly warped nanographene is dramatically more soluble than a planar nanographene of comparable size,” says Scott, “and the two differ significantly in color, as well. Electrochemical measurements revealed that the planar and the warped nanographenes are equally easily oxidized, but the warped nanographene is more difficult to reduce.”

Altering "physical, optical, and electronic properties" means doing different stuff with electronics that will make your current smart phone...kinda dumb soon by comparison.

Need you to "get some skin in the game," academically speaking. Don't just think of mobile technology: look around you and notice how much electronics surrounds you, from your flatscreen to your laptop to your iron that "knows" when to shut off; your remote key fob that warms your car up on a cold morning. Faster computers that could help us cure diseases; explore space for colonization; end hunger (and yes, for you "reality bites" fans): start wars.

But with the right values, and the right people studying the technology: it could help end them too.

Space Daily: A new form of carbon: Grossly Warped 'Nanographene'

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Paleo Mind...


I can honestly state this is the first blog post inspired by a nightmare (of sorts).

Flashing back to undergraduate, I was in my dream looking at an exam in Thermodynamics. In typical dream fashion, even though I read and understood the questions - mind you, I recall passing this particular test on the Carnot cycle with an 87 - I could not answer. Dream state, I was a blank!

I relate this to the word "paleo" meaning ancient; prehistoric. Hence, the current "paleo diet" craze to "eat like a caveman," though cavemen didn't do things like Cross Fit.

I extended this departure from modernity to the mind...

What if: we're still that caveman that depended on our memory to survive? "Knowing" the part of the forest the mamoths would stampede in; the Saber Tooth tigers hunted US in packs was probably necessary to our continued survival! Nikola Tesla was said to have a photographic memory. In the age of search engines, are we neglecting Memory Consolidation: sometimes called "no mind" in martial arts, the product of acquiring new information, rehearsing it and putting it from short-term to long-term memory; "wiring ourselves" to see a pattern and know how to solve a math problem; Sudoku puzzle or spot the charging Mamoth/Saber Tooth from a mere rustle of the trees. We have leaned on the combination of the Internet, computer and power point, delivering complex concepts online with little human interaction, meaning you either have the motivation to go beyond the flurry of slides thrown at you (read the class text book), or we may be fooling ourselves with something that's fast and cheap but not as efficient as repetition and adequate sleep to reinforce neural pathways in our brains.

And if so: what are we losing to technology...of ourselves?
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It's Official!

Hard to believe three novels later all the years I dreamt of writing books that it really happened. When I think of all the hard work that went into getting them written and published, it certainly becomes real!
Now that 'Book of Dragon's Teeth' is a few days away from release, there's no 'breather' because I have other writing projects in the pipeline and working on a tv show and developing one as well.  I'm also seriously thinking about going to get my Ph.D. in Digital Media Studies (what else?) So that's going to be a process on its own!

In the meantime, those of you who haven't read the two previous books from the TFLR Series you can find them at:

Book Two: TFLR: THE GRAY MAN

Book One: Tales from the Long Road

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Rosetta...

Image Source: Women in Planetary Science

 


Dr. Alexander is the Project Scientist for the U.S. portion of the international Rosetta mission. She has also been the Cassini Project Staff Scientist and as the final project manager of the Galileo mission, overseeing its fiery crash into Jupiter. Her scientific interests include gaskinetic theory, theory of gaseous escape from planetary and cometary regoliths, theory of surface bound exospheres, magnetospheric plasma theory (terrestrial and planetary), exobiology, interdiciplinary science, and oxidation / reduction potential of planetary and cometary regoliths.

Her most recent publications include:

  • C. Alexander, A. Chmielewski, S. Gulkis, P. Weissman, D. Holmes, J. Burch, R. Goldstein, P. Mokashi, S.A. Stern, J. Parker, S. Fuselier, M. Kueppers, A. Accommazzo, “The U.S. Rosetta Project at its second Science Target: Asteroid (21) Lutetia,” IEEE Conference Proceedings, in press.
  • C. Alexander, D. Sweetnam, S. Gulkis, P. Weissman, D. Holmes, J. Burch, R. Goldstein, P. Mokashi, J. Parker, S. Fuselier, L. McFadden, “The U.S. Rosetta Project at its first Science Target: Asteroid (2867) Steins,” IEEE Conference Proceedings, 2010.
  • C. Alexander, R. Carlson, G. Consolmagno, D. Morrison, 400 Years of Discovery at Europa, Europa, Pappalardo, McKinnon, Khurana eds., University of Arizona Press, 2009.

2014, Rosetta will enter orbit around comet 67P/Churyumov-Gerasimenkoand land a probe on it, two firsts.



Rosetta’s goal is to learn the primordial story a comet tells as it gloriously falls to pieces.



Comets are primitive leftovers from our solar system's 'construction' about 4.5 billion years ago. Because they spend much of their time in the deep freeze of the outer solar system, comets are well preserved—a gold mine for astronomers who want to know what conditions were like back “in the beginning.”

 

NASA Science News: Mission to Land on a Comet
European Space Agency: Rosetta

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Amazing illustration by Tina KrugerThere have been some great discussion on this topic since Childrens book council came out with some startling stats on the subject. Like this article by Lee and Low Books and this short on NPR. Weigh on yall. There are the obvious points, but who is leading the charge in changing this?

-Robert Trujillo

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Hawking...


At 2:05 of the trailer, you'll see the words: "behind the world's greatest mind."

Granted, I'm looking forward to this documentary as any geeked physics major would be. I do take some pause to the trailer coining Professor Hawking the title of "greatest mind." He is a great mind, to be sure. The whole "G.O.A.T." thing is a bit of hyperbole to me.

He's overcome quite a lot of obstacles in his harried life, one of which is the shear act of living beyond the original expectations of his lifespan shortened by his disability.

He shows the famous British resolve: "stiff upper lip" determination. I did read "A Brief History of Time" and enjoyed it. I am familiar with the following I saw on Wikipedia:

"Among his significant scientific works have been a collaboration with Roger Penrose on gravitational singularities theorems in the framework of general relativity, and the theoretical prediction that black holes emit radiation, often called Hawking radiation. Hawking was the first to set forth a cosmology explained by a union of the general theory of relativity and quantum mechanics. He is a vocal supporter of the many-worlds interpretation of quantum mechanics.



"He is an Honorary Fellow of the Royal Society of Arts, a lifetime member of the Pontifical Academy of Sciences, and a recipient of the Presidential Medal of Freedom, the highest civilian award in the United States. Hawking was the Lucasian Professor of Mathematics at the University of Cambridge between 1979 and 2009."

 

He had a great science fiction series and several other shows on the Science Channel I enjoyed. Dr. Hawking has lost some scientific wagers though: with Kip Thorne; a "black hole war" with Leonard Susskind and Gerard t'Hooft; most recently with Peter Higgs (of the Higgs Boson).


Professor Hawking is a remarkable man, but still a man, therefore fallible as we all are. To put him on a pedestal does him a disservice, and makes the attainment of a degree in physics or STEM fields the area that is "off limits"; "not normal"; "beyond human capability." I assure you it is not, and as a species, we should get out of boxing ourselves into the "us-versus-them": normals and nerds. Hence my objection to the trailer is in trying to get you to look at it...many may sadly look away.

This is a strange, dichotomous post after Independence Day. I sincerely hope you enjoyed BBQ in moderation and fireworks safely.

I'll still enjoy the documentary, as I hope you do too, mentally filtering hyperbole.
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Relativity Speaking...

Science Universe blog

Einstein is lauded for Special and General Relativity, but he stood on the shoulders of giants before him: Sir Isaac Newton, James Clerk Maxwell, Albert Abraham Michelson and Edward Williams Morley; Minkowski, Joseph Larmor, Hendrick Antoon Lorentz and Jules Henri Poincaré.

1898

Jules Henri Poincaré said that "... we have no direct intuition about the equality of two time intervals."

1904

Poincaré came very close to special relativity: "... as demanded by the relativity principle the observer cannot know whether he is at rest or in absolute motion."

1905

On June 5, Poincaré finished an article in which he stated that there seems to be a general law of Nature, that it is impossible to demonstrate absolute motion. On June 30, Einstein finished his famous article On the Electrodynamics of Moving Bodies, where he formulated the two postulates of special relativity. Furthermore, in September, Einstein published the short article Does the Inertia of a Body Depend upon Its Energy-Content? In which he derived the formula E0=mc2.

1905 being Einstein's annus mirabilis (Latin: Year of Wonders), which contributed to his considerable celebrity and our understanding of the universe.

Forgive the history lesson. In other areas of my life, I run into what I like to term "walls of willed ignorance," especially when I'm cornered in a social setting as "the science guy" on a question I'm sincerely not thinking about at the particular moment, or at least can't recall as quickly as "The Google": literally a Hail Mary out of "left field." (Clarification: the question was about quantum mechanics, but I decided to go here 1st - more next Sunday.) I do know when to call BS on persons that merely want to hear themselves pontificate and perform, versus inform. Thus, here is my info for the "walls" and their next spellbinding performance...

Nobel Prize: History of Special Relativity
Physics arXiv: Henri Poincaré and Relativity Theory, by A. A. Logunov

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Orca...

Organizational Relationship and Contact Analyzer - ORCA

TECHNOLOGY REVIEW: In the last 10 years or so, researchers have revolutionised the way military analysts think about insurgency and the groups of people involved in it. Their key insight is that insurgency tends to run in families and in social networks that are held together by common beliefs.



So it makes sense to study the social networks that insurgents form. And indeed that’s exactly what various military analysts have begun to do, including those in the US Army. A few years ago, a group of West Point cadets and offices developed some software for gathering information about the links between the people who make and distribute improvised explosive devices.



Now the US Army is adapting this technology to help the police tackle gang violence. Damon Paulo and buddies at the US Military Academy at West Point say there are a number of similarities between gang members and insurgents and that similar tools ought to be equally effective in tackling both.



To that end, these guys have created a piece of software called the Organizational, Relationship, and Contact Analyzer or ORCA, which analyses the data from police arrests to create a social network of links between gang members.

Realizing this evolution in technology was inevitable, some of what else the article said disturbed me:

“Police officers working in the district have told us that gangs of Racial Group A are known for a more centralized organizational structure while gangs of Racial Group B have adopted a decentralized model,” say Paulo and co adding that the results of their analysis seem to clearly show this.

The team is currently working to introduce a software in a major metropolitan police department throughout the summer of 2013.

Read that as: New York City, and a "scientific reason" for the continuance of "stop and frisk" and profiling...

Physics arXiv:
How Military Counterinsurgency Software Is Being Adapted To Tackle Gang Violence in Mainland USA
Related link: StreetGangs.com

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At long last....

It's been a long time coming but amidst economic meltdowns, personal health issues, family tragedies and the everyday fight to stay the course working in the field I love most, the sequel to 'The Gray Man' is complete! Hard to believe I was halfway through writing the initial draft when family tragedy and my work in film & TV production took off at the same time back in 2006.

I finished the first draft in 2010 despite everything happening (most of it bad!) I finally got the edits done last year and have been fighting tooth and nail to get the cover art done. After a (very) short break, it's off to the publisher and let the 'promotional games' begin!

If all that weren't enough (obviously it isn't), I've got several projects ongoing including one which is a collaborative work with some authors well known (and loved) here at the BSFS! So while I'm getting the new season of 'The Priestess' ready to go this month, I'll be working on a new television extreme sports show and prepping to make another movie (way overdue for that!) In the meantime, ETP (estimated time of publishing) for 'Book of Dragon's Teeth' is late July or early August. For you fans of TFLR, you have my sincerest apologies for the long wait!

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